30 July 2011

"We Are Family"

(part 1 of my trip story)

My alarm went off considerably earlier than my tired head wanted. While my eyes remained shut, my hands searched the floor for the wicked cell phone that was emitting the obnoxious noise. I opened my eyes reluctantly and had a moment of confusion: where was I? I went through the options: my dorm room in St. Monica’s? No, the ceiling was too high. My room at home? Nope, that wasn’t it, either. My room in St. Therese where I resided when I was working on campus? Because I was looking at a ceiling rather than the underside of a bunk bed, I had to eliminate that option as well.

I rolled over and fell out of bed in a tangled confusion of blankets and pillows. Rather narrow bed. As I picked myself up, bleary eyed and tousle headed, a cacophony of strange noises hit my ears. Someone was talking, but the language wasn’t English. The piercing shriek of a small child’s giggle rang through the house. Little by little, I remembered the facts of the matter. I was home again after a three-week stay at school, but home was slightly different from how I left it. We were hosting two Chinese exchange students. They had set up camp in the living room and seemed to be settling in nicely. My aunt and two cousins had also come down for a visit, so we established them in my room. These circumstances necessitated that I sleep on a cot in Mum and Dad’s room for my 48 hour “pit stop” at home. I didn’t mind too much. The bed was comfortable, if somewhat narrower than a normal bed. I was definitely in the middle of the chaotic Grand Central Station that Mum and Dad’s room had become, but it was a short arrangement. In only a few hours, I would be on an airplane headed to the Pacific Northwest: Portland, Oregon, to be precise.

Now, anyone who knows me knows how much I hate flying. I am very prone to getting motion sickness – even walking can be too exciting for my stomach to handle. The logical conclusion from this premise is that if I fly to see you, I must love you very, very much. So love is what brought me to an airport that Tuesday afternoon, knitting madly, mumbling prayers under my breath in an attempt to save my soul, calm my nerves, and unclench the knot that resided in the place where my stomach had previously been located. Love for my dear classmate Theresa, who had invited me to share in her birthday camping trip. Clickity clack went the metal needles, looping the yarn into a Doctor Who scarf. I was intent on the project, but perked up my ears at the sound of an announcement.

“Good afternoon, Southwest passengers at Gate 2 heading to San Jose and then on to Portland!”

I looked up at the woman who was holding the mic and continued to listen for any pertinent announcements. She continued speaking about the flight status and the boarding procedure. Nothing unusual there. I was about to return my attention to the scarf and the Hail Mary’s when I became distracted by the further news:

“We will be holding an open mic event here at Gate 2 for anyone who would like to participate.”

I grinned. Good ol’ Southwest ground crew. They always were quick to crack a joke and lighten the mood of the frequently somber passengers. What I failed to realize was that someone would take her up on the offer. Not only would someone, (or rather “someones”, as I was about to discover) take her up on it, but that she would actually hand over the mic to the enthusiastic young people. The Oregon City girls’ basketball team squealed excitedly and charged toward the woman, all clamoring for a chance to sing. At this point in time, my efforts to contain my laughter were failing miserably. These girls, all between thirteen and sixteen years of age, wearing matching purple shirts, and hopping up and down excitedly were just such an unusual sight that I couldn’t help laughing. Singing ensued shortly. It was pretty bad, but what they lacked in talent they made up for in enthusiasm. Their trip theme song was apparently “We are family” (the title was emblazoned on their t-shirts in lime green) and they performed it with great gusto. I was audibly laughing by this time, thanking God for the bit of levity before my plane ride.

25 June 2011

A break from break

Goodbye! For three weeks, at least. Maybe four. Back to campus to work in the Fin Aid office, followed by a week long stay in Oregon with friends. It'll all be pretty awesome and fun. I'll be back with pictures and stories no doubt :D

24 June 2011

Fine line

It's all too easy to lose charity amidst orthodoxy. Take a look?

Reading the above blog post, I found too many things rang a bell with my own self. It's so easy as a TAC student to look down on others who don't perform as many "acts of piety" as we do. We are so blessed in our liturgies and atmosphere of Catholicism, that we can lose our perspective. Jesus is in everyone... and He resides most of all with those who do the will of His Father. And I'm pretty sure that being judgmental is not in His Almighty plan for us.

Time for this little girl to take a tablespoon of gentleness and humility so I can share a bucketful of love.

23 June 2011

Continued Conversation

Tuesday
8 year old: "Bridget, why aren't you married? Aren't you old? Shouldn't you be having babies by now? Shouldn't you find a boyfriend?"
me, laughing, "No, I'm in no hurry."

Tonight
8 year old: "Did you find a boyfriend yet?"
me, slightly surprised, but bemused, "Nope, not yet."
8 year old: "Why not?"
me, "Well, none of the boys are mature enough yet to get married."
8 year old, wrinkling her nose, cocking her head to the side, and placing her hands on her hips: "But you don't need to marry them, you just need a boyfriend so you can have fun. I mean, you can't have fun unless you have a boyfriend."

Then I laughed. And laughed. And laughed. I think she was pretty confused by my laughter, but I couldn't help it. I guess I'm doomed to a boring existence for a bit... :)

Remedial Elementary School

I've come to discover that I need to go to elementary school again. I can do advanced calc, physics, philosophy, theology, biology, chem, etc. For some reason, however, I can't do basic mathematics. Like addition. I had to sit and think about 5 + 2 = ? I knew it was 7, but for some reason I second guessed myself for a long time. Oh, and then yesterday, at 5:53 pm, I could not, for the life of me, figure out how many minutes there were until 6 pm. 6? 7? 8? gak!

Oh, and I finally figured out why I'm "dyslexic." I'm not really dyslexic, but I have this tendency to get the order of the letters in words backwards. I don't read words from beginning to end, but I look at the whole thing, get the general size, shape, and a few of the letters, and make a guess. Of course this is completely subconscious (and contributes to the obscene speeds at which I can read), but it wreaks havoc on my spelling. I know approximately what letters belong in a word, but the order is rather... uh... hazy.

An example of this occurred yesterday when I was reading aloud to the kids. I read the word "honary" and automatically supplemented the extra "or." I didn't notice that the word was, in fact, misspelled until another character in the story corrected it. Oops.

22 June 2011

Insubordination

I had to put the 8 year old in time out tonight... and the 3 year old in time out twice. I don't know if these children are just more of a handful than I'm used to or if I'm losing my touch as a babysitter.

They just throw me the dirtiest looks and keep on doing whatever it is they shouldn't be. Y'know that, "are you talking to me?" look with the wrinkled nose and a noise that corresponds to the dismissive face? yeah, that one. I don't allow cheeky and they have cheeky down like professionals. There are corresponding consequences for the misdemeanors... these, of course, make me the bad guy. Ah, well. Maybe they'll learn to stop screaming/painting on each other/screaming/stealing each others things/screaming/standing in the refrigerator/screaming. (Can you tell that they scream? All the time???)

When it rains, it pours

My summer has been relatively relaxing. Not going anywhere, not doing many urgent things. Just sleeping and letting my mind, body, and soul get back into sync after the craziness of junior year. Things are going well on that end and I'm just about ready to lead a normal life again. Life, however, has other plans.

I seem to have skipped the "normal gear" in the car I'm driving through my earthly pilgrimage, and gone straight from "neutral" to "highest speed possible." There are so many little things to organize, people to talk to, stuff to arrange... and if I forget to do any of it, I'm in trouble. I have nannying, duties to fulfill, sewing to get done, packing, and then leave on Sunday to go back to campus to work for a few weeks. I finally got the roommate situation straightened out (it took about three times as long as it should have), got a ride from the train arranged (thank you, Mr. B!), etc., etc., etc.

One foot in front of the other. Keep swimming. :)